Seems like I only come on this site anymore to vent about things going on in my life lol and thats probably because the majority of my friends and people close to me arent on here so i can sayh what I want and dont have to worry about the wrong person reading it.
So where did I leave off before? Hmm its been so long I dont even remember.
Well I guess oldest news first right? So I got a new car... 2001 Mazda Protege LX its a pretty lil thing lol
Christmas was pretty good, got the kids an XBOX 360 so that was the highlight of their day. New years was pretty good times as well went out for dinner with my friend Matty then down to the york for the new years bash.
Met a new guy which I'm pretty sure is a good thing... weird... but good. Guess thats mostly what I'm looking to vent about.
So his name is Greg... he's not from Lindsay, thank god. Only been together a couple of weeks and he seems like a pretty awesome guy we have alot of fun together. Yeah I know.. what makes it weird? So he had a baby the other day... yup there it is... Don't get me wrong I'm really hyappy for the guy and he's is so excited its awesome, but it makes for an akward situation when a week into a relationship your boyfriend tells you his ex gf back home is about to give birth to his baby. But hey, congrats to him hes got a lil baby boy and couldnt be happier. I drove him to the Orillia bus station today so he could go home for the weekend and meet his son Whats really bothering me about him is that again I'm stuck in one of those I dont know what to do situations... seriously, i need to stop dating college students. He's the same age I am... but he is here now... til April then he's gone back home which is 8 hours away for like 3 or 4 months then back here for a while... so... I'm sure you can see my dilemma... I really like the guy... but the fact of it all is.... he's leaving. So what do you do? Play it by ear and take it day by day and maybe plans will change? Or do you give it up now before you become too attached? I went through this with the last guy I dated as well but he turned crazy in the end so that made the decision sooo much easier. Ughh soo dont know what to do... and I so wasnt looking to get into any sort of relationship... I was kind of enjoying my single life... but i met greg and we've been hanging out all the time ever since... and i need to admit, I'm enjoying that way more then I was single life. Now if I could just get past this huge relationship insecurity and paranoia thing.. i think things would be pretty good
So enough about that...
In other news... I quit my job. After a year and a half of putting up with nothing but bullsh*t i walked in one day... my boss opened her mouth... i threw in a few select words and walked right back out... probably one of the best things Ive ever done, my stress level is way down. Had a few interviews in the last couple days... Im looking at jobs in the oshawa and pickering area this time... maybe its time for me to relocate
Well thats enough for now.... don't worry theres more to bore with coming soon Saturday Jan-27-07 12:25 AM
which I'm pretty sure is a good thing... weird... but good. Guess thats mostly what I'm looking to vent about.
